I was in a cafe waiting for N in a summer evening. This was the first time I met N. I knew her or she knew me through a friend. The purpose of the meeting was that N wanted to take a photo shoot, and I was the one who could help her. At the moment, it seemed that N was having emotional difficulties. She said that her emotions were unstable. I asked her if she could use colors to describe her feelings, what colors would she use? She said when she was anxious or sad, it would be black, when she was happy, it would be red and yellow, and when she felt nothing, it would be pale gray.

That was why I chose these colors when photographing N, to let her live in her own emotional world.